The last poem for ZV

We shed tears
to erase our tracks...
but love was a promise
that I wont take back.
To me you are a spiritual leader
fallen off your path,
and it hurts to believe
that I'm to blame for that.
So I sulk more and more
by the day, too exhausted to explain
as a roadblock to your happiness
is not my intended place,
it's just here I seem to lay,
blank look on my face
begging for forgiveness
for the cruel words that I say.
I want more than happiness
to dissipate, silently erase
myself from this state.
Goodbye, well wishes, love
...and a longing to bring light.
I'm sorry that it took so long
to do what must be right.